This is not a New Year’s resolution but a sincere desire. This year I wish to experience life more deeply. To get in touch with nature while simultaneously connecting to the true nature of my being. To feel it all, to find a new appreciation for simple things in life. To grow deeper understanding of the world around me and expand relationship with it. To witness white and brown landscapes of January with silent admiration for nature’s winter sleep. To let February be heavy, grey and damp without complaining about the weather. To rejoice in the return of Spring, rebirth of life. To count the rainbows of April showers and watch fields burst in explosion of May poppies. I want to learn to appreciate the beauty of Summer, bright blue, cloudless skies of July and liquid gold of August light. I want to reap the sweetest honey of September and feast on fruits of October, to let November intensify my thirst for knowledge, self-knowledge and creative passions as another year draws closer to end in December. From now on, I wish to be reinvigorated in copper light of breaking dawn, to learn to appreciate the scorching heat of high noon, to sink deeper into the seductive melancholy of dusk blues. This year, every day I want it all.